.. at least I realize it myself .. from time to time (no, not during this particular time of the month) I feel terrible about me and my life .. (and no, it's not because I'm old now) .. it's a feeling that totally freaks me out for a couple of hours a day .. and then, out of the sudden - everything's awesome .. this change sometimes happens several times a day .. and it sucks .. because I realize it myself - not just the people around me .. I get those WTF glimpses .. and I despise it .. wtf is wrong with you bitch? .. that's what I've asked myself more than once .. but I guess .. that's probably just who I am .. I realize that I'm responsible for myown happiness but sometimes it just doesn't really work out .. maybe I'm trying too hard .. who knows - def. not me :/ LOL
oh well .. see .. now that I've typed all that I feel better already - my mood changes within a couple of minutes .. boy .. how I hate that ..
